Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 - The Busy Canuck!

Happy Spring, Blogmates!

I know, I know... 2 weeks has gone by!! Where the heck have I been?? You know, call me naive, or maybe just self-delusional but back in the day when I was working a day job, my hours were pretty predictable. Up at some ungodly hour like 5am, get ready for work, take the dog out for her morning walk (in the winter, this was still when it was pitch black out), bring the dog home, then walk to work as the sun was rising. Gee, does this sound like the start of a book? At least the beginnings of a McDonald's commercial, no??? Then, after work there would be the walk home, get the dog, take her for her after work walk, bring her home feed her and THEN my day would begin with whatever interests I had (mostly involving theatre). So during the 36 years of my work career, I used to always fantasize what it would be like when one retires. There would be all this "free" time that was not involved with getting to, getting from, or the 8-9 working hours! What would I do to fill up all this time??

Well, you heard it hear... there IS no free time, even after one retires!! Ok, one great thing... I don't have to get up at 5am . Both the dog and I are very pleased about that. She is not a morning doggy... and does not want to even see outside until 10am. I do a big better than her... I am usually awake by 7:30am but don't actually crawl out of bed until 9'ish. That is my one self-indulgence of being retired... not having to be up at the crack of dawn! But the rest of the day and evening is constantly filled with stuff! I swear I am busier now than when I tried to fit theatre around my work hours.

Soooo... what has kept me so busy this past two weeks that I haven't been around to do a blog entry?? Well, thank you for asking!! :D For starters, after 3 or so years with not having been affected by any of the cold or flu bugs that go around every season, my number came up... and I got hit with a cold/bronchial bug 2 weeks ago... and yes, I'm STILL fighting it, although tonight I actually almost feel like it's gone. Last night, totally different story... I thought I'd NEVER get rid of it, but tonight, I'm feeling quite human ;)

But I couldn't even wallow in my self-pity because I was too busy!! Arrrgh!! On Apr 3, we opened the show "Opening Night" by Norm Foster. A Canadian comedy by Canada's most prolific playwrights. Norm is Canada's "Neil Simon", and yes, he does write some pretty funny stuff. Needless to say, he was out here in BC, actually starring at the Vancouver Playhouse in one of his own comedies. Well, I got together with the Playhouse's publicist and through talks, emails, etc. managed to arrange for Norm Foster to come out to two of our rehearsals to work with our director and cast... and then the big coup, to come to the matinee performance this past Sunday (Apr 11) and participate in a Talkback Session with the audience. For this session, I arranged for Vancouver's Jerry Wasserman (UBC Professor of English and Theatre, actor, author and was the Province's theatre critic) to be the facilitator of this session. So, I have been pretty busy arranging for all the bits and pieces to run smoothly, have the stage set up right after the performance, lighting, etc, someone to announce and welcome our two guests, etc. Meanwhile, I was also chauffeur driving Norm Foster to/from rehearsals and then to/from the theatre on Sunday.

It was one of the most wonderful events! Norm is a very, very funny guy and who knew that playwrights actually have a fan base. Lots of people who came on Sunday had seen him in the show at the Playhouse, so came to our show, with the intention of hearing him speak about himself, his writings, his experiences, etc. He is such a down to earth nice guy and has the best sense of humour. Jerry also is very funny and so smart, so he was the perfect person to be the facilitator... and the two of them were great together. The audience who had watched the show (2 hours) and then the talkback session (1 hour) were all ready to sit for another couple of hours to listen to these two! After it was over, many of them all wanted autographs on their program... it was really heartwarming to see such support of one of Canada's own writers.

Meanwhile (keeping in mind I'm trying to find some time to feel sorry for myself and wallow in self-pity because of this dratted cold) we are in the midst of auditions for TUTS for our two summer musicals -- Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat and Singin' in the Rain.

Then let's not forget, there are still two shows remaining in Metro's 2009/2010 season, so I've got my Publicity schedule going at full throttle... not to mention the new 2010/2011 season has been finalized, so I have hours of work to do with updating the website (http://metrotheatre.org). Hahaha... it's one of those periods where the day of the week doesn't necessarily give me a clue as to where I am or what theatre I am working on... sometimes it can be quite funny ;)

And add to that... I think Spring is now here to stay in all it's different moods. When it's nice out, it's REALLY nice out! But when the low systems come in, watch out because it can bring everything from rain, wind, hail and storms.

Healthwise... well, my main complaint right now is this darn cold/bronchial bug, but if tonight is any indication, it may soon be over. I tell you, having experienced many different afflictions, I have to say that the cold/bronchial bug is way worse (as far as discomfort and feeling horrible) than anything serious I've had. The only exception might be the surgery to remove the adrenal gland.. not THAT was painful and painful for a good 3 weeks after I got home. But a cold/bronchial cough comes in a fairly close second place in the scale of discomfort ;)

So, I don't really have any new pictures... hmmm, not sure what I've been taking pictures of lately, other than a few rehearsal shots. I did change my profile picture here on the blog to this one:



This one is of Jerry Wasserman (left), me, and Norm Foster. Hahaha... I have never considered myself "short" before... but I feel downright petite! :)

I'll try to get some more photos for the next entry but I better not promise...otherwise who knows WHEN the next entry would be LOL! But I must admit, I'm missing out on all the Spring photo opportunities!

Oh, and I forgot... I also took another Voiceover workshop. This one was with Diana Kaarina who was our Millie in last summer's "Thoroughly Modern Millie". It was unfortunate that the timing was this past Saturday since I sounded like a frog . But I am also going to take a cartoon voiceover workshop over in North Van, where I did a 2-day workshop last year. I'm not sure how well I'd ever do... I realize there has to be a lot of practice, and really working on a number of different voices to put together a demo tape. And that requires time... something I seem to be in short supply of these days. BUT, it's fun to take the classes and learn new things about the industry each time. So, between my administrative involvement with TUTS, being Publicist for Metro Theatre, and my interest in voiceover classes and practice... I have no idea where I would ever be able to squeeze in a job.

Ain't Retirement grand??? :D

Huggggggs,

Cheryl

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

March 30th, 2010 - Dr. Alan So, Kidney Surgeon

It's a happy day in Blogdom!! I am literally dancing around the apartment because this has been such a glorious day :) It's like I have a brand new lease on life... amazing how one person's opinion/recommendation can make all the difference in the world!

Ok... so for those who have been reading along about this ongoing adventure know that the latest results from my CAT scan/Ultrasound/blood work has been a mixed bag. The good news... the tumours in both my lungs are stable and have been stable for two years now. The not so good news is that a cyst or growth, about the size of a loonie (for my American friends, a little smaller than a silver dollar) on my left kidney, has started growing. They first noticed this cyst/growth back in Nov 2007 and it has pretty much remained stable until recently. It has grown since July and the oncologist (who is covering for my regular oncologist) I saw a week or so ago say that this is very suspicious. It would be very very RARE for the colon cancer to have spread to either kidney, but then, it did spread to my right adrenal gland, a gland that sits just above each kidney, and that was considered to be a rare place for colon cancer to move to. So, this oncologist who was going over the results with me said that if this ISN'T a spread of the colon cancer, then it could be a new primary cancer - kidney cancer. So, he highly recommended that I be referred to a surgeon who specializes in Urology/Oncology and chances are the left kidney will have to be removed. He explained that a biopsy could not be taken unless the kidney was removed, so there is really no way of telling if it is malignant or not until then, but it's better to be safe and have it removed. A person can live just fine with one kidney.

Today was the day that I went to see Dr. Alan So, who is the kidney surgeon, and also is the Assistant Professor of Urologic Sciences, University of BC, Urologic Oncology. I just love it when you meet a doctor/surgeon for the first time and you click. I felt totally comfortable with Dr. So... and he has a wonderful attitude and personality that not only put me at ease, but he explained things in terms I could understand. He explained that this cyst/growth/mass is in the left kidney, towards the bottom of the kidney. He asked if I had any symptoms, predominantly, any pain. This is where I had to explain to him that I have a high tolerance to pain so if I was having pain, it's quite possibly I haven't noticed it, but since I do have severe arthritic pain, chances are any other kind of pain pales in comparison. Doesn't mean I don't have it, but that I may not have noticed it yet.

So, he said that he went over my file and latest tests and was amazed at just how much I have been through already. He says that this mass is starting to push on the casing of the kidney but he figures he has four options he can offer me and before he tells me which one he would recommend and why, he would like to go over them all with me and see which one I would prefer:

1) surgery where he would cut out the mass and some kidney tissue around it to make sure he removed all traces.

2) surgery to remove the whole kidney

3) RFA - Radio Frequency Ablation - where they stick a needle into the growth and zap it with radio frequency waves that will essentially nuke the growth, leaving only scar tissue.

4) leave it and just monitor it. There's a 40% chance it is a malignant cancer, a 4-5% chance that it might spread over the course of my lifetime and pretty much a 0% chance of it spreading over the next year or so.

This is a whole lot different outlook than what the oncologist said to me. Even on the top of my referral form that Dr. So had, was the word, "URGENT", in other words, surgery was needed immediately if Dr. So agreed that this was malignant. But Dr. So says he disagrees with that thought. He says he has seen many of these growths, in the exact same place where mine is, and there is never any "urgency" to do something about it in a rush without giving it some thought. So, he asked me, out of the 4 options, what did I feel comfortable with. I didn't even hesitate... I said that my #1 choice would be the RFA procedure. I have already had that procedure done on a tumour in my lung and I was amazed at how incredible that procedure is. No fuss, no muss... zap, and the problem is solved (Ok, I know there's probably more to the procedure than that... and that there is some risk as there is with any kind of surgical procedure... but it certainly beats open, abdominal surgery, or the removal of a kidney!).

He was very pleased with my choice because he said that that is exactly the one he would recommend, for those exact reasons. But rather than just rush in and do one of the 4 options, he had one more suggestion. That we wait a couple of weeks, since there really and truly is no rush for this, because he is a member of (and I forget what he called them) but it is a conference committee of oncologists, radiologists, surgeons, and heads of departments, that meet once a month and go over unique cases. I fit in the "unique" case category, because of all that I've been through, the fact I am "young" , and that this really is a unique situation to have this growth in the kidney that quite possibly has nothing to do with colon cancer. Hehehe... this is the second time I will have gone up to a case conference committee... not sure if it is the same one or not, but Sharlene, my regular oncologist, took my case to one of these monthly conferences when they first found that my cancer had spread, making me a Stage IV, incurable case. It was at that conference that it was recommended that I have the right adrenal gland surgically removed and it proved to be a wise decision.

Soooo... I beez one very happy camper! The committee meets in 3 weeks, so we will know in about 3 weeks if we are going to do the RFA or if someone has come up with a better plan.

Meanwhile, life goes on, and I get a second chance at everything plodding along as I get to enjoy retirement :)

Hahaha... meanwhile, things got kind of screwed up this morning. I had a meeting scheduled to meet up with my Financial Guru, Kathy, to do a 4 month review of my investment portfolio. Somewhere, we had a communication breakdown. Her assistant said she emailed me, but I never got the email... and they had to cancel our meeting because Kathy was going to be out of town. Hmmm... I thought that was a little strange since, if she didn't hear back from me saying that's ok, let's rebook, wouldn't the assistant have followed up on that? Oh well, no big deal, but now here I was over in West Vancouver with no meeting, and it's still hours before I had to meet with the surgeon. So what's a girl to do??? Why, go shopping, no? Hahaha... it was one of those good shopping days! So good that the first store I went into, I didn't come out. They had just gotten all new stuff in, and it was one of those rare occasions where I kept finding clothes I loved and they fit!!! OH OH!! $600 later, and a whole heap of new outfits, I finally called it quits because I got tired trying new clothes on!! Two large shopping bags worth... and one of the shop gals carried them out to my car :D

Then, it was off to Staples to pick up some supplies. I needed some folders to start organizing my income tax paperwork. I also needed to get a whole new set of ink cartridges, both for my printer at home and for the TUTS printer, so before I forgot one more time, I did that chore as well :) Am I being productive or what?? :)

Oh...and update on the new bed. In a word, it's PHENOMENAL!! :) But OMG... is there nothing in my life that doesn't involve drama??? On the day it was being delivered, I moved anything that wasn't nailed down out of the bedroom. Hahaha... this old bod is not used to moving/carrying/shoving things around. Then the bed arrives with two guys hauling in the base and then the mattress and setting it up. WELL, they set it up just fine. Everything worked. But, the bed is on wheels (#1 problem) and those wheels, along with the 4" legs for the bed, then the box spring, then the mattress, made the bed so high I was practically looking up to it (#2 problem). I didn't realize this while the two guys were there. I had been told that the bed would be the same height as it was in the store... so didn't notice this until after the guys had left. I should have realized there was a problem when Bridget could not jump up on the bed herself. Bridget can leap tall buildings and has been know to leap up onto a dining room table from a sitting position... but no, she couldn't leap up on the bed. So I had to pick her up and put her on the bed. I then went to get on the bed and because of the wheels the bed went flying across the room! LOL! Every time I sat on the edge of the bed, the bed would go flying. At first, it's comical, until you realize that you are going to have to fight with the bed every time you want to get into it!! I finally solved that problem by putting a chest between the wall and the bed so the bed couldn't move! And then I called the Sleep Shop and told them this just wouldn't work. Even the little locks on the wheels weren't working. The Sleep Shop was very good! This was now 8pm at night, so too late to do anything that night... but the next day, they sent two other guys out at about 11am.... they removed the wheels and that was MUCH better! It only brought the bed down about 2 inches are so, but that 2 inches makes all the difference. Bridget can now jump up on the bed herself... and I can get in much easier ... especially with the bed remaining in one place and there's no fear of it going anywhere from under me ;)

Sooooo... new bed, new clothes and no major surgery makes for one very, very happy camper!!! :D

Hugggggggs,

Cheryl

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Thursday, March 25, 2010 - No new News

I'm just checking back in here because when I wrote the last entry, I was falling asleep at the keyboard and may have been a little misleading.

Yes, it is the kidney that we are concerned about and that is what we will be focusing on. As to what is in the kidney, that's the million dollar question. I have since been in touch with my own oncologist (who is out of the country and won't be back for a month... but is on sabbatical until May, anyways, so our contact is in email). She went online and got my results and says that she is in agreement with what the other two oncologists have recommended. She said if she was in town, she would have done the same thing which is refer me to an Urology Oncological surgeon to see if surgery is possible. It's possible that the surgeon might have other options, or may say the only option is to remove the kidney.

I then saw my GP yesterday and he reminded me that my case has not followed the "normal" pattern since Day 1 and his advice all along has been that we attack one hurdle at a time and not worry about what may or may not be in the future. As for the surgery, that will be up to the surgeon as to what the options are. He's not sure about whether a biopsy can or can't be done but if it is possible, then a surgeon will definitely go for that before removing the kidney... likewise, if there's any way that they can remove less rather than all, that is always the route they will take. So Sean (my GP) told me to just do what I've always done and tackle one problem at a time. The surgeon will go over my history, go over my current scans/bloodwork/etc and will order new tests around the function/health of my kidneys... and then come up with a plan, which may or may not have options.

I feel MUCH better after being in touch with my own oncologist and my GP. And as my GP said, "Cheryl, you are feeling fine, you have energy and as a matter of fact, you are probably doing better, healthwise, than before you were diagnosed with cancer, so one can't worry about the "what ifs" when one is doing well right now." Ok, I didn't remind him that anyone would be looking/feeling better when they don't have the stress of having to work and making ends meet financially ... that retirement is a very good thing. But still, he does have a point... I am healthy right now and anything we do is to maintain my good quality of health... and aren't I lucky that I happen to have a phenomenal medical team and we add more members to it as needed?

Sooooo... for those of you following at home. No need to panic or to feel sorry for me. Just keep thinking those wonderful, positive thoughts because they seem to be doing the most good :)

Meanwhile , I have totally splurged and bought myself an extravagance! I've been planning on getting a new bed or mattress for eons, but haven't gotten around to it. My mattress is probably 10-12 years old and ever since I bought it brand new, I've really not liked it. At the time, I thought I should have a firm mattress for back support... and I swear, it is so firm, it is like sleeping on a cement slab. My poor body never has gotten used to it and I think 12 years is more than a sufficient test period. Now, as I'm getting older and have my aches and pains and arthritis, sleeping on a cement mattress, even with a memory foam topper, is just not right.

Soooooo... I bought myself a queen-size adjustable bed. You've probably seen something similar on TV... where you can have the back up for reading or watching tv, or have the legs elevated for circulation and comfort... and of course, every position in between to have that perfect position for sleeping. Apparently, we should not sleep flat, like we do on a mattress because it does put the spine and leg support out of wack, hence waking up with aches/pains/sore back/hips, etc. I then got the top of the line latex foam mattress which, seriously, I have never ever felt anything so comfortable in all my life. Yes, this puppy was pricey... but when you think of how important a good night sleep is and when you already have the aches/pains of arthritis and just getting older... I felt this was an investment I couldn't put off. And I am THRILLED that I just went out and did it. I think this is probably the best investment I have ever made in my life... and I've done more than my share of them ;)

So the bed arrives tomorrow! They will deliver and set it up, and take my old bed/boxsprings away. YAYAYAYAYA! Being single and in an apartment, just how would I get my old bed out, let alone, how/where would I take it?? So tomorrow night, I will crawl into my new bed and don't be surprised if I don't come out all day Saturday LOL!! I know Bridget is going to LOVE the new bed.... although, she might not be too keen on the massage part. Yes, this new bed has a built-in shoulder/neck/back massage and leg massage :)

Ok gang... I must get ready. Off Bridget and I go to the TUTS office for the afternoon... and then home to yak with my cleaning gal, Bailey, to set up some extra dates for Spring Cleaning chores... and get the bedroom ready for the delivery guys to be able to move around and get the old bed out and the new bed in. Hahaha... I just looked out the window and it is POURING outside! I was wondering why it got so dark so quickly!! Now I know!! Well, it better have stopped by the time we are ready to leave the apartment :)

Oh... and I love it when you leave comments!! But just a little note... if you sign in as "anonymous", could you sign the note? Hehehe... and if you have a relatively common given name, include at least the first initial of your surname? We had lots of Deb's leave comments which is great... but I'm not sure which Deb is which?? LOL!!

Love you all!!

Cheryl

Monday, March 22, 2010

Monday, March 22, 2010 -- The News

Hiya Blogmates,

Well, I got my results from my tests/scans and... here we go again. It's a Good News/Bad News scenerio :/

Good News:

- I have no new lung nodules
- The ones I do have, for the most part, have no change. 2 of them are still growing, but ever so slowing... and 1 of them has the oncs totally puzzled, it is shrinking in size. That is what is suppose to have when you are administering chemo... but I have not been on chemo since Oct 2007. I put it down to this supplement I am taking (IP6/Innositol) which I had read about that strengthens the lung cells and have been known to stop new growths from growing and even reversed active cells to nothing.
- My CEA reading is right back down to normal.

Bad News:

- The cyst in the kidney has changed size and shape. This is conducive to a malignant lesion. But it is highly highly unusual for colon cancer to spread to the kidneys. So the oncologist thinks there's a very strong chance that it is Kidney Cancer and is a new primary cancer which has nothing to do with the colon cancer.
- The problem with the kidneys, you can not biopsy them. If you cut into the kidney to do a biopsy, you destroy/damage the kidney.
- The only way to know for sure is to remove the kidney and then do a biopsy.
- If the biopsy shows it is malignant, then removing the kidney is the perfect treatment and that will stop it.
- But if it is malignant, that opens up a whole new slew of questions. It means that the nodules in the lungs might actually be kidney cancer and not colon cancer. Treating them, should they start to grow, would be two different kinds of treatment, depending on whether they are colon cancer metastasis or kidney cancer metastasis.

I am literally nodding off at the computer here. Yes, I confess, I did take an ativan before going to the oncology appt because the anxiety was starting to get to me. Well now, I'm no longer anxious... but my eyes are falling asleep so time for bed for Bridget and I :)

I will be writing my own oncologist in the morning and see what her take is on this. That will be three oncologist opinions and one surgeon's opinion (once I've seen him/her) and I plan on seeing my GP and go over it with him.

But for now, I need some sleep. That is one of the joys of being retired... I don't have to get up at the crack of dawn like while working :)

Huggggggs,

Cheryl

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Saturday, March 20th, 2010 - First Day Of Spring!!!

Happy Spring, Blogmates!!

I know, I know... you all are probably thinking, "Well, it's about time she is posting another blog entry!" After all, wasn't that the New Year's Resolution... to be a little more regular with these here blog entries? And now what, it's been almost a month since my last entry... and I take full blame! It's not that nothing has happened... life has been absolutely crazy. So much so that it's almost impossible to keep up with living it, let alone writing about it. But tonight is the night that I'm going to give an honest attempt at trying to catch up :)

Ok... so where did we leave off? Guess I'm going to have to go back and check the last posting :) Oh geez... it really has been almost a month since I last wrote anything! And so much for my awarding good points and bad points to the various Olympic moments ;) Suffice it to say, the Olympics were very successful in almost every way except for the winter weather... we get a FAIL on that. It was just way to mild out ... so much so that our local mountains were not getting snow. I'm not sure who made the decision to hold some of the snow events on one of our local mountains. After all, last year was the exception to the rule when Vancouver and the local mountains got tons of snow... most years, the city doesn't get snow, and the local mountains can be 50/50 as to how much snow they get. Whistler/Blackcomb... not a problem, and there wasn't a problem this year either, so I'm not sure why they didn't hold all the events up there. But around the world the big joke was that Vancouver had no snow so why was this city awarded the winter Olympics? Well, that was a little misleading... the ONE local mountain didn't have a lot of snow, but the rest were fine. The city itself, not even an icicle... but that was fine because there were no outdoor events in the city proper... so no snow meant people could be wandering around in their red jerseys and wow.. what a sea of red there was! In my lifetime, I don't think I have ever seen such patriotism in Canada!! Not just that everyone was wearing Canada's red and white colours (and I swear, everyone was!), but the tall downtown buildings, the smaller buildings, big businesses, office windows, and even the small corner stores. We had Canadian flags, or Team Canada flags EVERYWHERE!! I simply must share some red and white pictures from these games:











As you can see... "Red" was definitely the colour during the 17 days of these games! Even now, with the Paralympics coming to an end, the city is still dressed in all it's finery! Here are some random pictures of Vancouver...



Zip-lining through downtown Vancouver! Usually, if you want to go zip-lining, you would go off somewhere to the woods, where they would have a zip-line set up to go through the trees and above the rivers or waterfalls... but during the Olympics, if you didn't mind the long lineups, you could zip between the building and above the traffic :)





The red Olympic mittens were the hottest item of the games... even Oprah Winfrey got in on the excitement and one of her daily audience groups were all given the red mittens, and she did explain that the money raised for these $10 mittens was money that went to funding the Canadian Olympic athletes training. So, wherever there were hands or paws, the red mittens seemed to appear... and yes, I have my very own pair of red Olympic mittens :)

And then there were the buildings:









Uh... what's wrong with the picture above?? These games were in February, during the dark of winter... and you can see for yourself, in front of the supportive buildings, the cherry trees are in bloom!! Spring arrives early, in February, before the Winter Olympics are over... a good 5 weeks early to be exact :)

And then for some random, Olympic moments...

















Still, one of my all time favourite displays at the Olympics was this light "art show" called Vectorial Elevation. These lights would dance in the night sky, every night of the Olympics and they were just magical. Even with the tall apartment and condo buildings so close by, they did not shine on them so those living there were in no way inconvenienced... yet you can see, even by this one picture, the wonderful night time photo opportunities there were... every night!

Hehehe... I guess you kind of get the picture... I was very, very impressed with the Olympics and the amount of work and organization that went into pulling this huge 17 day event off so smoothly. No, we did not have any threats of violence or terrorism... although there was very, very tight security so that this would be prevented. The nice thing (and I actually quite marvel at it), is you KNEW that security was tight and they were very, very serious about it... but as a local or tourist, you could never see what was going on behind the scenes. From the perspective of a layperson, you could see the police were out on foot, on horseback and obviously be vehicle. For the most part, they were mingling in the crowds and it was noted over and over again how friendly the police were to everyone. They would take tourists' pictures when asked, or pose in pictures with tourists. They were always relaxed, smiling, laughing and joining in on the fun... meanwhile, the whole time they were trained to keep an eagle eye on what was going on around them. They would have noticed triggers for trouble before any of the rest of us would have noticed anything. And, as was noted by more than one US commentator, they were amazed at the amount of police/law enforcement around the venues and on the streets and there was no sign of a gun anywhere. Well, that's a bit misleading... of course the police are armed, but they were not wearing their guns in sight to make a statement. And that really did seem to work in that everyone knew they were the police, but that they were having as much fun (or so they made it appear) as everyone else.

Oh, how I do ramble :) Let's change the subject... this past week, I think I mentioned that I would have to get more blood work done, a CAT scan and an Ultrasound. Well, I had them all done on different days this week. I will get the results of these scans/blood work on Monday afternoon when I have an appointment with an oncologist who is stepping in for my own oncologist who is on sabbatical while she is working on research (she will be back in May). Am I nervous about Monday? Yes, I am... I'm actually very nervous. It's not that I feel any different... I feel great! And I obviously have a fair amount of energy since I have been volunteering at two different theatres. There's TUTS (Theatre Under the Stars), our outdoor summer theatre, which is a year round volunteer job. I help in the office with various administrative duties and I just love that I have an office to go to in the middle of one of the most gorgeous parks in the world (check posts back in July/August to see the theatre, the office and the grounds around both) :) I am also the Publicist for Metro Theatre, a 360 seat community theatre, as well as webmistress and Editor/Creator of a quarterly eNewsletter. I mention this because between both theatres AND a social life, I am on the go 7 days/week... so if I was ill, one would think that I couldn't keep up that pace, right? But as I mentioned in the last post, my CEA reading has gone up from July to Nov, and then Nov to Feb. So not only are we doing all the blood work again, the CAT scan is of the lungs/abdomen to see if there is any new growth or the nodules that are in the lungs, if they have changed their pattern of growing. The ultrasound is of the kidneys because apparently I have a cyst in my kidney. For the life of me, I don't remember us talking about this at all, but supposedly we did... and it's true, the mind will play games and shut out information it doesn't think is important... which always shocks the heck out of me. Anywho... I will know more Monday afternoon if the scans have found anything that we should be concerned about... and if so, what the treatment will be. And yes, whenever I think about it, I do get somewhat anxious and nervous.

Meanwhile (do I dare babble on more??)... I am keeping myself extremely busy. I mentioned the theatre involvements and one thing I have not mentioned was my major Publicity coup that I have accomplished and am thoroughly enjoying. In April, we (at Metro Theatre) will be producing a Canadian comedy - "Opening Night" by Norm Foster. Norm Foster is one of, if not THE, top playwright in Canada. He has been compared to the US's Neil Simon, or Britain's Alan Ayckbourn. Well, Mr. Foster is actually here in Vancouver, acting in a play the Vancouver Playhouse is producing at the moment called "A Love List" which he also wrote. Other plays you may or may not be familiar with that he wrote are "The Melville Boys" and "Affections of May". So I got in touch with the Publicist at the Playhouse and we talked it over and came up with a plan (that he is agreeable with) for him to come out to two rehearsals at Metro so the cast/director could meet him and talk to him. As well, on Sunday, April 11th, he will be coming to the matinee performance and will participate in a TalkBack Session with the audience (so any of you who are reading this and live in the Lower Mainland, you might want to look into getting tickets for this performance... to see the show and meet the playwright in person!). I have arranged for Vancouver's Jerry Wasserman (Professor of English and Theatre out at UBC, and was the Vancouver Province newspaper's theatre critic for years) to be the facilitator of the TalkBack session. It should be a fabulous event... one that I'm really looking forward to!

This weekend, yes, I've been busy since we have auditions all day today (Sat) and tomorrow (Sun) for TUTS two summer productions -- "Joseph and The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat" and "Singin' In The Rain". Tomorrow, we should be finished, packed up and I should be home in time for the televised Closing Ceremonies of the Paralympic Games. I'll miss them when they are gone. Although I didn't get to see any of the events, there was plenty of things happening downtown and letting us know the athletes were here... not to mention, the city has been so gorgeous, clean and pretty while both the Olympics and the Paralympics have been in town. Not that Vancouver is ever really dirty, it's not... but it has been particularly clean and well-looked after!

Soooo... on Monday, I will see the oncologist and have been sending out thoughts that everything is just fine. My thoughts that I send out are that I'm healthy, healthy, healthy!! And after I get that message from the oncologist, or at least the message that everything is stable, I then will come home, feed the dog and then I have to leave and go pick up Mr. Norm Foster and take him to the second rehearsal with the cast and director.

I know there are other things that I've forgotten to write about, but, seriously... even MY EYES are starting to droop at the length of this post!! LOL!! So maybe the next post I'll backtrack and cover some of the things I have missed :)

Hugggggggggs,

Cheryl

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 -- Olympic Fever continues

Hiya Blogmates,

Here we are, with the city still in high Olympic Fever mode! It really is a wonderful thing to experience even though I have not made it down to mingle with the crowds of thousands. Half of me really would love to be down there, but the more practical half of me realizes that this is NOT a place for me to be since I'm not comfortable in huge crowds and I'm not confident about my balance because of my damaged feet/nerves. Soooo, this has been a bit of an eyeopener for me, to realize that just because I have the opportunity or desire to do something, doesn't necessarily mean I am able to do it.

My favourite Olympic moment so far has been the Gold medal win by our young Canadian ice dancers, Tessa Virtue and Scott Moir. What a magical, gorgeous, exquisite dance they did! It wasn't even a matter of "How can you tell who is the best, they all do well!" Their short program and long program were both exquisite... and not only did they win the Gold medal, even more important is they made history. To be, not only the first Canadian team to win a Gold medal since Ice Dance became and Olympic sport, but the very first North American team. It was wonderful to see history happening before our eyes! It was also humourous to see the reaction in all the huge, licensed venues who had the big screens. The stereotype "hockey guys", drinking beer and watching the Olympics, jumping to their feet and hooting and hollering when this exquisite couple won Gold :) I love the Olympics, summer or winter, and am still trying to figure out what it is about them that is so addictive. Anyone who knows me knows that sports is NOT my thing and you won't find sports on my tv any other time of the year... but during the Olympics, it's magic! I was going to say it's the difference between watching amateur athletes at the top of their game, except so many of them are professional, so that doesn't work. Maybe it's because the reward is the competition and being acknowledged for being the best in your field... vs turning pro and making obscene amounts of money for what? For playing a game? Because of supply and demand? Just because someone makes $6 million/year doesn't prove to me that he/she is the best... it just means they are all wrapped up in the commercial/corporate financial game. So, I plan on enjoying these last days of the Olympics and then my tv will go back to regular programming :)

Ok, on to the more mundane daily stuff. Last week I had blood work done and have been waiting for my oncologist, who is on sabbatical and doing research for new treatments, but she said she will keep tabs on me even though she isn't doing her clinical practice for 6 months. Sharlene called me yesterday with the results... and they are not exactly what I was hoping for. I have been doing so well and feeling great, that I've basically put the whole cancer thing out of my mind. Yes, I had it, yes, it was very serious, yes, it is Stage IV having spread to outside the original area... but we dealt with it, we've had two big surgeries, we've gone for 8 months of chemo and 5 1/2 weeks of radiation... so I figure I've done my dues and now I will remain stable, if not cancer free.

Last July, when I had my CEA taken, the reading was 1.6 which is good. Anything under 4.0 is considered "normal" although everyone is different so a 6.0 could be normal for someone else. But, it appears that my "normal" is in the low digits. In Nov, my reading was 2.4. Again, nothing to get excited about, but it was higher than in July, so we are to keep an eye on it. Last week's reading was 3.1. Again, not necessarily anything to get excited about, except for the fact it has risen from 1.6 seven months ago to 3.1 today. CEA readings are used as a diagnostic tool... they are not the be all or end all of decision making. CEA is a substance in the blood where, if there is active cancer, the CEA amounts will rise. This does NOT work for everyone... some peoples' CEA doesn't budge... others is up in the hundreds but nothing is wrong. So oncologists do not rely on it to diagnose... but they do use it as a marker.

Since my CEA appears to be slowly rising, this is grounds for moving my CAT scan that was scheduled for May up to March. Sharlene wants to wait 3-4 weeks to take another CEA blood test. At that time, we will also have a CAT scan done. Then she dropped a surprise on me. She said that since we are doing a CAT scan (this is to see if the nodules in my lungs have grown), we may as well also schedule in an ultrasound for my kidney. Kidney?? What's with the kidney? Well, apparently I have a "cyst" on my kidney and she is pretty sure it has nothing to do with the cancerous adrenal gland we had surgically removed, but since this is the only "known" cyst in my body at this time, we may as well do an ultrasound and make sure it hasn't grown. Well fine, but this is the first time I have heard (or remember hearing) that I had a cyst on my kidney. She says we talked about it last time... and I don't doubt her, but I am amazed at how one's brain will shut down and if something doesn't appear important, then I block it out. I would argue the point that I do not remember hearing about a cyst in my kidney, except there are other things that I swore I knew nothing about, but had a friend with me at an appt. and they gently remind me that yes, in fact, we did talk about it.

Soooooo, I've been snapped back to reality and this battle with the Big "C" is not over yet. We now go through the testing to see what we can find. First, the CAT scan and the purpose for that is to compare the size of the lung nodules against the CAT scan in November to see if they have grown, or are growing faster. Also, the CEA blood test, to see if the CEA reading goes up again, or does it fall back down. And, the ultrasound, to see if this "cyst" remains dormant and just a cyst, or if it has grown.

IF the lung nodules appear to be growing, then it will mean going back on chemo. If they appear to be stable but the CEA has risen, then we have to look elsewhere. If the kidney cyst remains to be just a cyst, then chances are I'll have a PET scan, which will scan the whole body and instead of checking the skeleton/organs (like an xray or CAT scan), it checks on the molecular level to see if there are any hot spots where there is molecular cell growth.

Sooooo, my friends, I'm back to asking everyone to spare a few positive thoughts and wing them over my way from now until the end of March when we should have all the tests/scans done. I totally understand the procedure and why things are done in the order they are done... I have no problem with that. But it is the having been taken out of my protective cocoon where I was not thinking things medical because as far as I was concerned, I do not have active cancer.

Now, I really must go get the laundry out of the dryer, fold it and put it away. I shall babble on with another blog entry soon.

Huggggggs,

Cheryl

Saturday, February 20, 2010

February 20th, 2010 - Olympic Fever :)

Go Canada Go!! Oh, Canada, eh?

Yes, Olympic fever is in the air and there really are no words to describe how this city has been taken over by pride, patriotism and having the World's eyes upon us. We've known the Olympics have been coming for what, 8 years now? And yet it hasn't actually become a reality until they actually got here... and then the city exploded almost over night. Hahaha... and to think I actually was a tad bit concerned about whether anyone would actually show up at the games except for locals? I mean, who plans their vacations around where the Olympics are going to be? Well, I'm not sure if we'll ever have actual numbers and stats, but there is no doubt that I was way off base. This city is teaming with visitors from all over the world, and many, many languages being spoken everywhere.

Mind you, I must give out some awards tonight... both Gold medals for outstanding hosts, and Party Poop awards for the negative folk that are still around. The negative folk are having a hard time grumbling and being heard, not to mention, getting no sympathy or empathy. After the games are over and the streets downtown go back to being silent, can people grumble and complain about how much this party cost or how difficult it was for them to get from point A to B. But for the next week, throw the negative grumblings to the wind and just enjoy the magic that has brought this city and country together!

Ok, first Gold Medal goes to VANOC who actually listened to the public. Back in the planning/security stages, they had fencing put up to protect the glassed side of the Convention Centre which is the main Media Centre. It was on this site, on the waterfront, that the outdoor Olympic cauldron was placed, so the fence actually did double duty. It fenced off the media centre, as well, protected the cauldron. As everyone has seen, with the legs/arms, it would be very easy (and I'm sure tempting) for people to want to climb up the arms... and would find themselves surprised that they have severe burns (not to mention what damage might be done to the cauldron itself). What VANOC did not realize... just how many people would be coming down and wanting to take pictures. Oh sure, there would always be some, but there have been thousands coming down every day and night. One of the stats that has already been confirmed is that there are more people on the streets of the host city than any previous Olympics in history... and hahahaha... I believe it! There are thousands 24/7 and crowds that can be downright scary! So a major complaint was this ugly chainlink fence that would be in the pictures people took. People complained, the media complained and VANOC listened. There still is a fence but they cut it basically in half and put up plexiglass, so now pictures can be taken without the chainlink getting in the way. They also opened up a landing on the next level up from the ground where there is no fence and people can go there to take pictures, without actually having access to the cauldron itself. So Gold Medal for VANOC for actually listening and doing something about it.

Gold medals also go to the staff and volunteers up at Whistler and Cypress for keeping those courses maintained and prepared. For all the complaints of the "lack of snow" up at Cypress, it's amazing how they have kept the ski courses in great shape. The media have either been very negative about the weather (IE: the British press) or making fun of us (the rest of the world), but there hasn't been one complaint from the athletes who are actually competing on these courses. Oh sure, we've heard how difficult they are, how fast they are, how icy at the bottom, etc., but the athletes who have been interviewed have all said how much they love the courses. Go figure? And everyone has been praising the staff/volunteers who maintain the courses with dry ice and even manually spraying the jumps with the dry ice from fire extinguishers. One thing our locals up at Whistler and the local mountains know is their mountains and how to maintain them. Meanwhile, the spectators have been watching these events in the brilliant sunshine and daytime temps in the high 40 - low 50F temps :)

Gold medals must also go to the local police, the RCMP, the police depts. from across Canada and other visiting police who are all here to maintain peace and keep the Riff Raff at bay. Other than that one mini-riot incident we had a week ago, the day after the Opening ceremonies (which was caused by a group of 20-30 self-proclaimed Anarchists who weren't even from around here), we have had very well-behaved crowds every day and night. I'm sure there have been the odd incident of too much to drink and rowdy partiers, but when you consider the numbers of people, numbering in the 100's of thousands day and night, the police are doing a fabulous job. Tonight (Feb 20) is going to be a real test since they are expecting unprecedented crowds and public drinking.

Now for the Party Poop awards... top prize goes to the British Press! Who stuck thorns up their behinds??? Seriously... they have not had a good thing to say about these games or the city or anything. They have complained about the weather, the lack of snow, the rain, and now the sun. They have complained about the mountains, the crowds, the cheering, the courses, the ice rinks. Just who are they trying to impress or, not impress? The 2012 Summer Olympics are going to be in London... do they really think the world media who are here are going to forget in two years how much they bitched about a host city?? Just wait London, your turn is next and you won't be getting off easy after the completely rude and snarky way your media has behaved.

Another Party Poop award goes to the complainers of the track for the luge/skeleton track. Unbelievable the stories that are being said. "The track is too fast, that's what you get when you just throw a track together overnight for a competition". Hello? This track that supposedly has just been thrown together over night has been around for 4 years... that's a long overnighter! Not only that, it was used for a World Championship before being used for these Olympics, so all these athletes have competed on it already. Not to mention, they all were up here in Oct/Nov for pre-Olympic training and did over 4000 runs on it. So now that the media is here, to complain that it's a fast track that was thrown up overnight... is plain sour grapes ;)

Party Poop awards also go to the locals who are still holding on to their grumpiness and saying things like, "I'll be happy when the Olympics are over... I never wanted them here in the first place." It's almost as if, rather than join the majority they want to be seen as different. The Olympics will be over soon enough, for heaven's sake... can you not put your grumpiness aside for 2 weeks and just admit that people are having fun, so why not join the crowd? You can always bitch about them after they are over... but I guess they see this as selling out and how can they bitch about them after they are over if they actually admitted they had fun while they were here?

Oh... and a definite Party Poop award goes to the USA House/Pavilion. They do not allow the public into the pavilion (and they have a choice spot right on the corner of Seymour and Georgia) unless you have a valid American Passport or proof of American citizenship. Now what kind of attitude is that, to isolate yourself from the host country and all the visitors from around the world? Boooo! And it's not as if they are just keeping it a private facility for the athletes and their families... the public IS allowed in too, but only if you are American. If a Canadian is married to an American spouse, then the spouse is allowed in, but the Canadian is not. Booo! No medals for USA House or their organizers!

Anywho... we get to have 8 more days of this fun and excitement. I was one who voted "No" to having the Olympics here. I, too, am not happy with how our government lied to us every step of the way, have sunk millions of $$ into this event, yet make no qualms about cutting 90% of government investments into the Arts here in this province... even though they took great pride in the Opening ceremonies where were put on by Canadian talent from the Arts. I can do a whole blog entry on this slaughter of our Arts and culture and maybe I will, but that will have to wait until after the Olympics because I am not going to bring down this incredible feeling that people are going through having the Olympics here :)

Ok, first, just for document's sake, I'm going to record some links here that make for either fun reading regarding Canada and Canadians, informational reading or just opinions from journalists outside of Canada...

http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/columns/story?columnist=reilly_rick&id=4906756

Column written by ESPN Magazine writer, Rick Reilly



http://www.latimes.com/sports/olympics/la-sp-olympics-erskine20-2010feb20,0,1735148.column

Los Angeles Times, Chris Erskine




http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2010/02/17/allez-canada/

The New York Times, Timothy Egan



So then we have the British media, and the article that started the British whining:

http://www.guardian.co.uk/sport/2010/feb/15/vancouver-winter-olympics-2010



Mind you, here is an interesting article from another Brit that may somewhat explain this. Journalism, like politics is a game and is quite possible all about who is getting paid and by whom:

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/andy-miah/why-britains-media-are-fa_b_470119.html


Ok... enough of that, if you even managed to read them. But if you do have time, they all make for fun or interesting reads, so I recommend a second cup of coffee or a fresh cup of tea and go back and read the articles :) :)

Now... how many of you, my friends out there in bloggyland are Stephen Colbert (of The Colbert Report) fans? I love the man and his humour! Ok, maybe I even have a teensy weensy crush on him since any man who can make me laugh like he can gets a part of my heart ;) Well, for those of you who don't know him (his show is on late at night Mon - Thurs... 11:30pm on the Comedy Network or 12:30am on CTV), he became a supporter of the US Speedskating team when their main sponsor went bankrupt. He teased, cajolled, made up stories, etc. and got his audiene/fans to donate so that the US Speedskating team could come to the Vancouver Olympics. With his acerbic sense of humour, he would call Canadians "Syrup-sippers" and "Canadian Iceholes" and accuse the Richmond Oval of not giving his speedskaters practice time on the ice, etc. All done with tongue in cheek, of course, and his fans, both American and Canadian just ate it up. So we all cheered when he announced he would be coming to the 2010 Vancouver Olympics as assistant Psychologist for the Speedskating team . Two days this past week (Wed and Thu) he was taping for two future episodes (that will be aired next week)... and the taping was done on an outdoor stage. Only in Vancouver can you film outdoors in gorgeous sunshine in February .

I would have loved to have been there, but since there was no parking close by and I knew that, with the crowds we have seen on the downtown streets, there would more than likely be a good turnout for his tapings. It's a good thing I didn't go... there is no way I would have been able to stand for a couple of hours and with that many people... the park's grass was turned into mud! A lot of people I knew were there and one of them was my friend Adam, who managed to tape a bit of what it was like to be there. Here is Adam's video of being down at Creekside Park (next to Science World):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZInj2VQ4Bk&feature=player_embedded#

Oh, geez, I have rambled on, haven't I? Ok, next entry I will put up some pictures. I've been collecting pictures that friends have taken and created a 2010 Olympic Experience Album on Facebook, but for those of you who aren't on Facebook, I would have to send you a link individually in email. Feel free to email me if you'd like that link, meanwhile, I'll put some of the pictures up here on the next entry... not all of them, because there is getting to be close to 100, but I'll put some of them here :)

Have a great rest of the weekend and Happy Olympic'ing!!

GO CANADA GO!!!

Cheryl